avalon

i hesitate to put down on paper

these words almost scare me

such feeling inside these emotions

all the intensity right there in front of me

no longer denied.. no longer suppressed

i touch them with my words.. and see their reality

at times helpless to stop them.. yet frustrated too

as nothing comes close to expressing the feeling within

when you feel so happy inside

somewhere your mind shuts out

simply because it's unable to fathom

incapable of grasping this kind of feeling

and i feel the tears of this depth

like an ache it remains

as i ineffectually try to capture in words

what my mind was unable to gauge..

just a deep fullness inside

where each heartbeat is clearly heard

is it 'avalon' i know not

as my heart goes out to you

how do i feel so full within......